Its hardly even been a month and I have a whole new outlook.
The struggle of accepting my reality has been brutal. Yeah , I sound mega dramatic...oh well... If you hang out with me you wont hear any of this .
I fill my time with laughing , telling jokes and hanging out with my girlfriends.
It has been great. Learning to make a relationship work with my BGF has changed how I feel about so much.
One thing I have learned is critisism and judgment does absolutely nothing for anyone . People will do what they want no matter what. They will just end up directing their anger on to you and maybe prolonging the issue.
I love people. I have always been the most forgiving person, I like to think. But this new outlook has made me feel better about life in general. I am getting really excited for this new life ahead of me.
Moving into my new place next month . Starting over.... HOW FUCKING AWESOME!
Now I just have to learn how to take care of sexual frustration and build some friendships with men. I have already succeeded . I can flirt and say whatever because they know my situation and feelings about things..
I am indifferent about sex right now. But boys are SO freakin hot ....
love
Dottie
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