Transfer.

I'm sitting here transferring the life of my macbook into my new netbook, its tedious and time consuming. However, it must be done. I will not lost all my music, again.

I keep wanting to write about things that cross my mind but have been finding it difficult to open up via blog. I am under the impression a lot of people are checking this out, which is great, but at the same time I makes me not want to open up completely. I'm worried people will take things to heart, or get defensive or something to that extent. Oh well.

I just realized today that in the past 17days I have dodged kisses from three different men. How the fuck does this happen? Jasmine and I were talking about it, she read the letter that my neighbor shoved under my door and laughed. We then tried to figure out how the hell I meet so many guys that instantly find weird flirty comments to be acceptable. She said that she hasn't had anyone try and say awkward inappropriate shit to her, which then made me over analyze myself.

I'm under the impression people open up to me because I am very casual and for the most part I am not quick to judge. Therefore they think they can say weird awkward comments to me. If the weird awkward comment is executed well, then its just funny. Otherwise, it tends to be creepy. And I am thankful to have so many rad dude friends that have got my back when it comes to creepers, and my amazing buddy Jazzy who defends my honor.

I tend to act stupid when people flirt with me. DUHHHH, what?

I do like this abstinence kick though, I feel like I am doing a better job of observing people and getting to know them. HAHA its only day 17, how funny. There's so much more time ahead of Dottie and I. Which for the most part I don't mind. However, I think when I transition back into dating, it will be a scary place!

Yea, super scary. Fucking vultures!


Time for bed, Jazzy and I are going jogging tomorrow morning.
Then I'm visiting my mama.
Then I'm working.

-CaraMia