HAHA NO NAKED PICS........
Cara and I discussed rules for this summer. We decided that we were putting too much pressure on ourselves as far as what we can/can't do..
I myself have decided to not commit myself fully to anything and not have sex with anyone until the four month mark has passed , that is if I really am into someone and trust them fully.
Recently I have been hanging out with someone. When I first met him I was drawn to him like a magnet.. We had the same sense of humor and had so many of the same words .. We made dozens of inside jokes the first time we hung out ..(which is my fave kind of bonding) He didnt try anything on me right away and I built this instant trust with him that I never felt.
I have built a wall to protect myself. I want to protect myself from getting hurt and even hurting someone else.. All I know is I feel great right now. The past 7 months has taught me a lot. If and when I make a big commitment I am going to do much better.
I am moving into my new apartment this weekend!!!
I will be a grown up!
Things are moving up and out .. now to find that new job.... ugh..
Love
Dottie
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