Day 54- Piece of Diamond cake

Fifty Four days ......still single. Doing what I want and over indulging in any pleasures I can get my hands on (well besides ..eh hem.. ya know)

I been finding other ways to connect with the opposite sex. I have come to realise I am OBSESSED with boys..They are EVERYWHERE and they are breathin down my neck in a non-literal sense....
It has become a life vest for me being able to say no to sex... I would sink fast if I gave in and said "fuck it" I am actually scared to death of it. Its the strangest thing. I feel like I have made such a huge deal out of it. But that its the only control I have over protecting my feelings while I heal. I am SUCH a girl? (BLLLLLEEEEEEEEH!! -me barfing)

gawd.....anyways so lets get to the good stuff.. guess what I discovered.. Being single equals having the BEST time EVER.
For example, this last weekend... Ya I hardly slept. Who has time for rest when there is towns to terrorize?
Staying up all night drinking with my BGF, ending up with matching outfits which include our faux leather jackets, Fedoras , pirate rain boots and sunglasses. After that, driving to Safeway at 5 am to buy a totinos pizza and a ball. Running around the grocery store playing dodge ball ? why yes please!
I put my BGF in the back of the truck and drove her around . We were searching for the first car she seen to throw the ball at and then we took off like a bat outta hell..you know why? Cuz somehow we get away with what ever we want apparently. I must be doing something right to be able to end up in the country after having free drinks at a strange bar, in a strange town, pullin cookies in a horse arena... GAWWD I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Single Summer has created a MONSTER..
I feel like no one can touch me and I am unstoppable...
I have my own room now and new apartment . I AM me.. NO - you cant have me...cuz I am my own... I sure as hell will join you in good times though and I will make out with a boy if I want! I have had to literally push them off of me . Not bragging .. its just SO funny how being single people are like vultures....BRING IT !

Fifty Four days Shmifty Shmore days......... Bah!

I am a grown up.


GROWN UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Dottie