Dottie Diamond- day 7- new leaf

Fuck a Round...........
I finally can exhale as I have been holding my breath the past couple weeks. I had been crying, not enjoying anything, teetering on a thin line we can call desperation..
All I wanted was someone to tell me if I was wasting my time or to shut that switch that makes me give a fuck.
I was trying my best to do the right thing. I cared too much about the wrong thing..
all I needed was an answer. I got it last night. The biggest blow out drama fest ever. I admit I over did it and couldnt keep my cool. If you know me well , you know the phrase "I am fucking nice" was born because I am the type of girl that you can try to start shit with and I will most likely walk away. No thanks... I been in fights before. I am a grown up now..
But in this case.. I couldnt walk away. I refused to not stand up for myself . I never been so humiliated and hurt. I screamed and cried.. I acted wrong..give me a break. That was the peak and now I can move on. I didnt start it no matter if he admits it. Which he hasnt still. Whatev. I am glad I know now what to do with my life.
I dont have to wonder if I made the right decision or not.
I know I did. I will never be with someone that tries to humiliate me again.
I am SO GLAD to be single and not have to trust anyone with my love again..

Single Summer 2010 I love you

Love
Dottie