Day 69- (lol) for Dottie

So of course all my test results came back clean...

It was a little scary to think about HIV but meh.. I am sick of talking about that already..

So I really love being single (I say that everytime)
Although...hanging out with people of interest has become something else.
I am just taking one day at a time. Each of those days are so amazing and F U N!

I went on a drunken adventure through Mt. Tabor and smoked some pot at the top and looked at the view... He threw my shoe randomly down the path below us to get a reaction out of me and I showed him by taking my other one off and throwing it too...

Freedom is the king of kings and I never felt so amazing..

Staying single has not been a challenge . No one is rushing to me to tie me down...
The ex is a different story. Arguing .. bringing up old arguments.. trying to kiss me ... I am really okay with denying .. I let go months ago.. I feel sad inside sometimes .. Not going to bed every night with someone I loved so much. Trusting someone completely and not worrying about a thing...I do miss it.

But.......... it is worth the loss in trade for freedom and not having to worry about what the person is doing all the time..


F R E E D O M !!

Best SUMMER EVER!!

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Dottie